​We are almost halfway through our brief "taste" of Pluto in Aquarius. 

The Universe's gift to show us what to expect over the next twenty plus years.

This message I'm writing is not for everyone... and if it is for you, there's a reason you are reading it, now at the halfway point. 

Awareness is the key to change. 

To shifting our behaviors, our timelines, our realities.

When we are aware... fully aware... of what we are creating in this moment, we are empowered to make changes in our next moments.

And so I offer you a window into my own awareness in my human journey, trusting there's a match that activates greater awareness for you in your journey.
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​I am the creator of my own reality... and if my reality is not all that I desire, it is because I have not yet created it. No-one else is responsible for fulfilling my dreams and desires. There is no savior or benefactor who will come riding in on a white horse to change my destiny - I create my destiny.

​I claim my own greatness. I dream my reality into being.
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Creating my reality means pausing time and life to be still and listen quietly. Feel and then see the life I desire at its most beautiful and magical! Not the watered down version I've been gaslighting myself with... owning the BIG vision, the BIG dream I know sits deep inside my heart.

​Energy first, claiming the BIG vision. Physical second, trusting the way I'm guided to bring that dream into physical reality. 

​I know this! I'm an Aquarius Sun, Aquarius Moon. I love community. My life has been a weaving of one community into the next. And I have let my fear of being rejected, abandoned by community keep me in hiding.

Over the past month I have claimed my place in a powerful community of global leaders in the coaching industry. Those who are already leading the way, building a network of vibrant, successful Truth-tellers who support and encourage each other. And those like me who are emerging, strengthening, calibrating to the frequency of what is possible next. 

I am an Infinite Soul with much wisdom to share in this human realm.

A Soul Guide who chose my Aquarius blueprint specifically to walk humanity through this 20-year Portal of Pluto in Aquarius.

This week I begin a program with Melanie Ann Layer called The Coach and I am committing to myself to embody the knowledge and awareness that builds a strong foundation for my business as I prepare to expand.

I am curating a community of beautiful, powerful peers and we rise together... and then I lead the way for those who resonate, building a global grid through The Gym, our virtual community where we practice Infinite Embodiment, harmonizing Soul, Body, Mind here on Earth.
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​"Sat. Chit. Ananda."
​"Existence. Consciousness. Bliss."

I've loved this Sanskrit phrase from the first moment I heard it! This is the journey of Consciousness put as succinctly as possible.

First, we navigate existence, being the Infinite Soul in the human form. Then we begin our Awakening, understanding that Consciousness creates ALL.  Every experience. Then comes Bliss. My awareness in this first "taste" of Pluto in Aquarius is that now I am moving into a time, a phase of mastery in my own Soul's Journey.

Ananda... embodying Bliss... guides my pathway for the next twenty years. 

Ananda... what is Ananda? How do I embody Ananda? How do I experience Bliss in the human body? How do I understand Bliss in the construct of my mind? And how do I share this next level of teaching in my work?

Ananda in this moment feels like beauty... embodied in all my senses. Soaking in the colors of the sunset. The joy in the eyes of those I love when we are peaceful together. Laughter is Ananda! Pure frequency of sound.

My whole body sighs in delight as I consider the potential of a deeper exploration of Ananda in my human-ness.

Everything means something in this initial "taste" of Pluto in Aquarius.

There are no coincidences and our Consciousness individually is showing us all of the potential magic that lies ahead. 

The more awake and alert we are to how we are spending our time, what we are doing with our time, who we are connecting with, the ideas and thoughts that grab our focus... everything matters. 

Our future self is showing us the way.

Are we open to the messages? 
Are we paying attention? 
Do we trust what we are intuitively seeing?

We are ALL Seers, psychics, fortune-tellers, creators of reality.

Pluto in Aquarius is going to show us just how powerful we are.

And this message is a gift of awareness from our Collective Future Selves to The One we are here and now.

You're halfway through this Portal of Time... Delight in the extra magic that is available to you through June 11th!

If you want a deeper dive into the potential of this time in your own journey, book a Session with me and let's take a look together virtually or in-person. Magic awaits!

​xoxo,
Viv

​Vivienne Gerard | www.VivienneGerard.com 
Soul Guide / Scribe / Teacher / Energy Healer 

​Time moved quickly this year.

For me it felt like it actually sped up! It is amazing that we are already at the completion of 2022.
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​These moments of transition from one calendar year to the next offer us opportunities to rewrite our own stories and lessons we have lived before we anchor them in as complete.

In the energy work that I do, one small shift in perspective offered through my lens to a client can completely change how they see their story.

Seeing a situation or a belief through another's eyes allows us to have a wider understanding of that experience.

It is like the shift that happens with an ultrasound of a baby when you go from the traditional 2-D scan (flat, black and white image) to the newer 5-D version that allows you to see a moving video of the full shape of the baby's body and face.

Or like seeing a regular photo on an iPhone in comparison to a 360-degree photo.

When we shift our perspective, we can see our own stories in different ways... and then consciously choose how we want to tell our stories looking back.

My awakening began when my marriage was ending.

2008... I was 37. A stay at home mom to two beautiful small children. And it felt like my whole world was falling apart.

Awakenings often happen that way.

Tower moments. Complete deconstruction of the safe, structured life we have built and carefully protected.

Until the rumblings inside become too loud to ignore.

This is when the Soul brings forward a Teacher. A Mentor. A Guide. A human who has walked the path you are walking, perhaps only just a few steps ahead.

When my first Teacher arrived, I felt like she walked on water. Everything she said was profound and exactly what I needed to hear in the moment.

As she walked me through the earthquake that was my life being completely restructured, I soaked up all of the wisdom she shared. Trusted all of her intuitive Knowings. And was amazed as my own spiritual evolution unfolded.

I signed up for individual coaching. Joined her 10-month energy reading program. And then quit my full-time job to step into the unknown of working for an intuitive business owner.

Sounds crazy, I know! 

And yet at the time, every step felt guided, in alignment, and true.

That leap was in 2012, ten years ago.

​Today I am my own intuitive business owner, running my own group programs, guiding others in their spiritual awakening.

Time offers us a shift in perspective. 

A new lens through which to see the processes we moved through, that at the time were so entangled that we couldn't see the big picture.

What I want to share with you today is that I already knew.

I already knew how to read energy. 

I already knew that my Soul had played on Gaia over and over and over again.

I already knew the stories that would flow through my books. The skills that I would teach to others. 

My teacher arrived in my journey to activate my own Knowing. 

To push me outside of my comfort zone, help me bump up against my edges, and trust the free fall into every new expansion!

From that first teacher to the next and the next... in the physical... and now to the teachers I learn from through social media... and the ones I connect to telepathically, energetically in the astral planes.

I continue to remember.

To expand more and more into ALL that I came here to be.

AND... I honor those who have guided me into my own Knowing.

​So I share this with you today to remind you that YOU already know. 

You already know why you are here on Gaia.

You might not remember consciously in this moment, but you already know. 

And your Soul is guiding your Path of Enlightenment to your own Knowing, through the most magical synchronicities!

Through the arrival of brilliant, intuitive humans who spark awake inside of you memories, flashes of awareness. 

You already know.

So, trust yourself. Trust your Knowing.

Because there will be a day, ten years from now, when you look back with overwhelming gratitude for the Journey that you have taken. 

From the moment when it felt like your world was caving in... to the moment where you will sit in awe and delight at who you have become and all that you know.

You already know.

Loving you and loving all of us!

xoxo,
Viv

​Vivienne Gerard | www.VivienneGerard.com 
Soul Guide / Scribe / Teacher / Energy Healer / Meditation Guide

9 of 9 | "Our Return Home"

home
"the place where one lives permanently, especially as a member of a family or household; the end or conclusion of something difficult; Latin (domus) house; Sanskrit (gruham) home"

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"I Am You. I Am Me. I Am ALL.

And I celebrate Your Return Home. 

Our Return Home."

Thank you for taking this Journey with me, from Earth Day until today, the New Moon in Taurus.

In my first post I started this experience by saying that Infinite Embodiment is a Choice in every moment. In my work with clients and in my personal relationships, I have witnessed those I love choosing to complete the human journey abruptly, at young ages. 

I used to judge that Choice because the pain of still being here without those I loved was so intense. 

What has shifted over the years is a deep respect for the individual Choice of each Soul to complete the human journey. 

That comes from my steady trust in the Infinite. I wrote in Just White Light about all of the other thought forms, planets, experiences that I am aware of where Souls are when not on Earth.

Dr. Michael Newton in his book, Journey of Souls, describes "the place between lives" that client after client shared with him in hypnotherapy sessions. 

I think one of the greatest challenges of being a Soul in a human form is that we aren't certain about what happens after death. We may have strong beliefs, as I do, but there is no certainty because we are not yet dead.

Knowing that, staying here in the human journey is a constant Choice.

Why would we choose to stay?

Why, when life is challenging and painful and the world seems so chaotic?

The easy answer is Love. We stay for those we love. Yet, that simply builds resentment, which causes illness, disease within the body.

So the more complicated, yet in my opinion, true answer, is we stay to create.

To share our unique, individual expression with the whole.

To contribute something meaningful that enhances the experience of Life on Earth, for ourselves and for those around us.

We choose Earth as Home. For now.

We choose our unique Body as Home for the Infinite Soul. For now.

And we choose to bring more and more of our Infinite Soul / Energy / Wisdom / Consciousness into the human Journey.

This is the Journey of Embodying I Am.

It is Individual... and yet, the more and more of us who choose to focus on it, the more incredible the Collective experience.

This is Our Return Home.

I share on my website pathways for Humanity to Return Home. The social media movement #IAmHereNowGaia, the FB community called The Gaia Tribe Reunion, Gaia's Love Festivals, and The Gaia's Gifts Experience, a documentary I will be making about the energy portals waiting to be opened here in Gaia.

I invite you to #JoinMeOnTheJourney today ...  by setting an intention on this New Moon in Taurus. What is ready to shift inside of you as you bring your awareness to your own Infinite Embodiment? 

What is ready to shift in your life as you choose again today to be the Infinite Soul here having your human journey on Gaia?

Share your intentions in the comments and I will hand-write them into our Manifestation Circle for the New Moon over the next three days.

Thank you for sharing this experience with me. I am grateful for your time and attention and look forward to continuing this Journey together!

8 of 9 | "I Am ALL"

all
"used to refer to the whole quantity or extent of a particular group or thing; consisting entirely of; Latin (omni) the whole; Sanskrit (sakala) complete, together with the parts"

"I Am You. I Am Me. 

I Am Source / God / Love. 

I Am The One. The Only... because there is no true separation.

I Am ALL."

Of course this is the message flowing through me on Day 8. Eight, the number of infinity, the continuous loop of energy that connects all of us, each one of us in the infinity of time and space.

The Infinite.

Embodied. 

This has been one of my greatest lessons over the past few years, since my "awakening" or "remembering." 

I believed for years that being reunited with Source / God / Love / The Universe could only happen at the end of this human journey, outside of Earth, after this lifetime. 

That being a human was separation from that Infinite energy. And only a small portion of that Infinite energy would be sitting here in this human body at any given moment.

What is so complex about shifting that belief is that the only way for me to shift it was to experience it for myself. 

I had to choose to allow more and more of the Infinite to be physically embodied.

Feeling ALL in me.

In you.

In Gaia.

Experiencing the Infinite in every thing and every one.

I am not separate from God / Love / Source / The Universe... that Infinite energy IS me, expressed as an individual.

7 of 9 | "I Am Play"

play
"engage in activity for enjoyment rather than a serious or practical purpose; Latin (plega / ludus) game; Sanskrit (lila) play, spontaneity, the effortless relation between the Absolute and the contingent world"

"I Am Play, Pleasure, Joy Dancing through The Galaxy in every experience." 

Allow your imagination to take you to the moment when your Soul was dancing through The Galaxy and noticed Gaia. The tiny blue planet that had such a buzz of activity around it!

Souls pressed up against the atmosphere, looking in, fascinated by what they were witnessing in the energy bubble of Gaia.

As a Soul, do you believe your choice to line up for a ticket into Gaia for the human experience was for the play and the pleasure of it? Or the suffering?

The delight in the Soul's expansion? Or the punishment for some karma that you had to complete?

I don't have the answer for all of us. Perhaps it's a blend of both.

But I feel a deep sense of peace when I tap into the pure joy of an Infinite, all-knowing Soul, mine, that consciously chose the ticket named Vivienne for this lifetime's story to play out.

I have been told many times that I am too optimistic. Too happy. Too much joy! To tone it down. 

While I am not always happy, I have many human moments, days, weeks of struggle, pain, disappointment, anger, the whole range... overall I love being a Soul having a human journey.

The more embodied I have become, the calmer my system feels.
The more peaceful my mind and my heart are.
The more playful my life becomes.

Play looks different for all of us. 

Just like in yesterday's post when I invited us to tap into the ways we created as children, play does not need to look the same for everyone.

Me? 

I love to play in energy spaces, with imagination. I love to create, creating is play for me, and I share my creations on Instagram. I play in energy space every other Wednesday evening with my playmate, Andrea, in our Quietly Listening experience. And I play in community virtually in my Energy Gym. 

It's a blend of individual expression and beautiful community.

My husband and I play here in our home! We see our home as a canvas that we are continually improving, energetically and physically. 

I love to play in the sunshine! In the water of our pool, the water of the ocean. I love to play with the trees. I love to play with sound...

I love to play with those I love!

I love to play here... on Earth... in this human body.

I invite you to #JoinMeOnTheJourney today ...  by following me on Spotify, where I play with music and energy simply for the enjoyment of it!

What about you? How do you play?

​xoxo,
Viv

​Vivienne Gerard | www.VivienneGerard.com 
Soul Guide / Scribe / Teacher / Energy Healer / Meditation Guide

6 of 9 | "I Am Creativity"

cre.a.tiv.i.ty
"the ability to produce or use imagination and original ideas; the ability to transcend traditional ideas, rules, patterns, relationships; Latin (creo) to make something; Sanskrit (pratibha) genius"

"I Am Creativity Expressed through the Individual, Unique Contribution of Many to the Whole."

I remember watching Willie Wonka and The Chocolate Factory when I was a young child and being utterly amazed at how imagination can be visually expressed! It felt like a whole new world of color, play, and magic was available to those with the golden ticket.

Growing up my favorite books were the ones about fairies, elves, goblins, gnomes, animals that spoke, witches. As a teenager, I transitioned to romance novels, time travel. As a mother, we read Harry Potter, Magic Tree House. 

Now as an adult, my favorite book, hands-down, is The Gene Keys. In it, Richard Rudd uses the word "contemplation" and I believe imagination flows from contemplation. 

When we allow space to explore "what is" - the patterns, relationships, roles we play, habits we have formed - there is the potential to break through that conditioning and allow a new spark of an idea to form.

When we follow that spark and contemplate the potential, imagination brings something new into form.

There is no way to force imagination. 

It is simply energy transmuting from something old, known, familiar... into something completely new and different!

I have found that I can create environments, processes that support my imagination. 

Meditation is one. 

Scribing, for me, is another. Each of these posts come from me sitting quietly, listening, trusting the flow of energy through my awareness, guiding the words that I speak out loud into the phone that records for me to transcribe when I am complete.

Music, nature, sunshine. Laughter. Plant medicine. Dance. A good night's sleep.

We have so many resource at our fingertips that support creativity.

Often it is doubt that stops the flow. Not trusting the ways that energy wants to express uniquely through us as individuals.

So it is a Journey.

The more we trust, the more begin to express. The more we express, the more pleasurable the journey becomes, the more we trust. And so on!

If we are stuck, how do we begin?

Think back to when you were a child. How did you like to create? Was it with your hands? Your voice? Your body? 

Did you prefer playing inside or outside? By yourself or with friends?

Tap back into what it felt like to get lost in creating as a child. Bring those activities back into your reality. 

Don't judge what those first creations look like. Just allow the energy to flow. It gets easier! More enjoyable, more satisfying.

Trust me!

I invite you to #JoinMeOnTheJourney today ...  by visiting my YouTube creative space! If you enjoy a video, please subscribe to the channel!

What was your favorite book as a child? I'd love to hear!

​xoxo,
Viv

​Vivienne Gerard | www.VivienneGerard.com 
Soul Guide / Scribe / Teacher / Energy Healer / Meditation Guide

5 of 9 | "I Am Sound"

sound
"vibrations that travel through the air and can be heard when they reach a person or animal's ear; ideas or impressions conveyed by words; Latin (son) sound; Sanskrit (prasvana) noise"

"I Am Sound" ... Let's play together for a moment! 

I invite you to close your eyes and listen for a full minute. Turn off all of your other senses and allow all of the sounds, the vibration, the frequency that is moving around you to come in through your ears.

What do you hear? 

Go further out from your immediate room, what do you hear outside of that space?

What do you feel inside?

Do you enjoy the sounds around you? Do they make you feel more peaceful or do they create tension and stress?

Sound is frequency.
Vibration.
Energy.
​Constantly in motion around us.

Sound enters through our ears. Plays and merges with the breath coming in through our nose, the food coming in through our mouth, and creates harmony or disharmony at the back of the throat.

If the frequencies we are bringing into our throat chakra please us, our experience of life is more peaceful and joyous. The sounds coming out of our mouth are kinder and more loving.

Have you seen the work by Dr. Masaru Emoto on sounds / vibrations infusing water and being visually represented through crystals or distortion?

Sound is powerful!

Sound heals and sound destroys.

My favorite sounds come through music and the voices of those I love. Laughter. My name said by my husband or children.

Sounds around us infuse our throat chakra with energy, inform our experience as a human, and share our vibration through our words.

When I was younger, I was afraid to use my voice.

I was told I talked too much. When I was 11 and we moved from South Africa, that my voice (accent) sounded funny. When I was in college, that I had a lisp. My voice was too high-pitched or too happy.

All of those judgments were simply reflections of what I was working through within myself. The sounds I was allowing in on a daily basis.

What I have found in my journey is that I really like my voice!

I like the words I choose and I choose them carefully. 

I trust the flow of energy that guides my scribing. 

I enjoy laughing!

And so I share my Sounds through my weekly podcast, through the playlists I curate on Spotify, and through my meditations and videos.

The throat chakra is a center for expression. As we come more and more into embodiment - the Soul, Mind, Body in harmony - the words and creations that flow through our throat chakra are enchanting to those paying attention.

So, yes, I Am Sound.

You are Sound.

And we are all co-creating Sound.

Ahhhhhhhh.....

I invite you to #JoinMeOnTheJourney today ...  by tuning into the Gaia's Love podcast! If you enjoy what I share, I'd be honored to have you subscribe to receive updates on new episodes!


What are a few of your favorite Sounds? If it's music, I'd love to be introduced to new songs!

​xoxo,
Viv

​Vivienne Gerard | www.VivienneGerard.com 
Soul Guide / Scribe / Teacher / Energy Healer / Meditation Guide